I can’t take it.

I just can’t take any more. Three days before Christmas I found out my “husband” had been having an affair and she left him. He was trying desparately to get her back. He was so broken up about it (and I guess everything else in his life that he thinks sucks) that he became suicidal.

Then he got suspended from work on December 29 for 1 week for insubordination.

January 12 I had to put Gypsy to sleep.

Then he got demoted (from a management position) on January 17 and my in-laws cut off our monthly loan on January 18.

He says he wants to “work things out” (yeah, now that you have nothing you want me; thanks!), but I basically want him to fall off the edge of the earth.

Add to this that we don’t have any savings mostly because of me making bad decisions. There was some necessary spending/over-spending and quite a bit of spaving, but I can think of several books, downloads, etc. that I really didn’t need to buy.

On the plus side, I’ve made a budget, committed to a no-spend year, and am going through Dave Ramsey’s Financial Peace University. I just wish the budget would swing telling him where to stick it.


2 Responses

  1. So sorry! 😦 Please hang in there as best you can, and know that someone is reading your blog and thinking of you.

    • Thanks! I ended up crying in the bathroom. My 3-year-old dd went to another bathroom, brought 2 squares of toilet paper back and slipped them under the door so I could dry my eyes. That brought me back. We took a little nap together. Well, she’s still sleeping but I had a short nap and then watched Dave Ramsey. The restorative powers of sleep! (Though I still want him to fall off the face of the earth.)

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